Well as I am writing this blog right now, I guess it is safe to say that it is all over now. It's officially over between the two of us. It never crossed my mind that something so good, so pure and so sweet would come to a very painful end. The 5 years that we have shared have all gone to waste and it pains me so much.
I have always thought that we were the ones meant for each other. It was like a fairytale or a romantic movie of some sort or whichever you prefer. We met at party, introduced by a common friend and then there was fireworks. We hit it off immediately as if we have known each other for eternity. He was much older than I and was working as a custom essay writer when we met. I was still a student then, about to graduate from the university at that.
Fast forward to the present. We were already making plans. He already proposed and our plan was to get married the following year. But just like in the movies some people just spring up from nowhere and take the most important things from you. And unlike the fairytale, I was never been able to recover him. She chose the other girl instead of me. That broke my heart and literally ruined my world! 5 YEARS GONE TO WASTE! I can't really believe it.
I'm still not completely healed and that is the truth. But at the same time I know that I must move on already and get a life. After all, there are so many things out there left to be discovered! Life is not a whole like the movies or stories. Never ever pattern it to those kind of things. Someday I know that I will be able to find somebody who would value me just as I would value them.
