CHLOE LOUISE
I wish you were here now so I could hold you tight
I wish I had got to see your face full of happiness and delight
,I wish I’d had the chance to gently dry your tears
I wish I’d had the chance to ease all your fears,
I am sorry I failed you in every way
I am sorry you never got to live on this earth for even a day
,I am sorry I smoked and drank while pregnant with you
I am sorry I let that bastard Ryan beat me black and blue,
Even though I was young I would have loved and cared for you so much
I would have done my best to give you a loving mothers touch,
I would have cared for you, nurtured you, kept you by my side
I would have loved you and supported you until the day I died,
I wouldn’t have cared about what people said or did
You would have been my ray of sunshine- my special kid,
But on January 31st in 1997,
In my womb you died, your soul went to heaven,
I hope you rest in peace little one
I hope in heaven you are having fun.
All my love
Mummy
